Under the Gun (CEP Book 3)
Under the Gun
(CEP #3)
Harper Bentley
Check out other titles by Harper Bentley:
The Powers That Be series:
Gable (The Powers That Be Book 1)
Zeke (The Powers That Be Book 2)
Loch (The Powers That Be Book 3)
Ryker (The Powers That Be Book 4)
CEP series:
Being Chased (CEP #1)
Unbreakable Hearts (CEP #2)
The High Rise series
The Fighter
Serenity Point series:
Bigger Than the Sky (Serenity Point Book 1)
Always and Forever (Serenity Point Book 2)
True Love series:
Discovering Us (True Love #1)
Finding Us (True Love #2)
Finally Us (True Love Book 3)
True Love: The Trilogy: The Complete Boxed Set
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Digital Edition: July 2016
Editors: Franca, Mel & Sam
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Dedication
To Mayme
Who wrung her hands
when it rained
Acknowledgements
To Kane Caldwell, for putting up with my special brand of crazy. I’ve learned so much in such a short time ;) You inspire me to want to be a better writer just like you (which will never be possible since you knocked it out of the park the first go round so I’ll always be playing catch-up *annoyed huff*) but one can still dream ;) Thanks, honey, for the sessions & always being there to make me smile or laugh when I need it most! xo
To Franca, Mel & Sam, Thank you for always being at the ready. I’d love say never again but you know I’d be lying lol You’re all amazing! Love you guys!
To Amy & the Hellbenders, Love love love you! You make me laugh every day & for that I’m SO fricking grateful! Thank you for the encouragement. You guys frickin’ rock my world!
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Table of Contents
Acknowledgements
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Epilogue
About the author:
Chapter 1
“And then I reach a hand out from under the bed where I’m hiding and jerk her by the ankle, knocking her down and pulling her underneath with me. Then I cover her mouth to keep her from screaming so Mom and Dad don’t come see what’s going on. Next…I stab her in the neck fifty-two times, once for each week in the year that she’s bugged the shit out of me.”
Quinn McDonnell nodded at the thirteen-year-old boy who sat squirming uncomfortably on the couch across from her as she wrote notes on her memo pad about the boy’s aggressive daydreams and what was triggering them. What she really wanted to write was, “Dear Parents of Jeremiah, Get your five-year-old daughter the hell out of the house now, then lock his ass up.”
But she was a psychologist who specialized in adolescents and recognized more often than not that what these kids said was just their letting frustrations out. What Jeremiah had shared was extremely graphic but she also knew that talking about these horrid fantasies usually did the trick—her patients just needed to reveal their bad thoughts then be told that they themselves weren’t bad for thinking that way, especially when it was about someone they were supposed to love.
Or so she hoped.
The boy talked a bit more about his feelings toward his sister before Quinn wrapped things up.
“Well, Jeremiah, I understand your feeling that way. A lot of times, younger siblings can be very annoying. My little sister used to drive me crazy, but we made it to adulthood with only a few battle scars.” She smiled reassuringly at him and saw instant relief on his face. At least he’d felt guilty for thinking about hurting his little sister, thank God. “Everyone has bad thoughts, but it’s good to tell someone about them, get them out there and move on.” She smiled at him again then looked at the clock on the table by her chair. “Does that make sense?” At his timid nod, she stated, “Okay, well, that’s our time for today. I’ll see you next Tuesday at five?”
He nodded shyly again, stood and walked to the door. Quinn continued writing notes but realizing he hadn’t left, looked up and asked, “Yes?”
“Thank you, Dr. McDonnell. I feel a lot better. Thinking that way about Marcy gave me the creeps.” He frowned.
She chuckled softly to lighten the mood. “Like I said, it’s perfectly natural to have bad thoughts, Jeremiah. So long as you know not to act on them, you’re fine.”
He bit his lip as he nodded once more and she again saw his mollification. He stood there a couple seconds more before finally giving her a small smile and leaving the room.
When the door clicked shut, Quinn took in a breath and blew it out heavily, closing her eyes and shaking her head a couple times. For the most part, she loved her job, loved helping people, loved helping kids understand that what they were going through, most of the time, was normal. But then there were moments she wanted to throw in the towel and become a director on a cruise line so she could stay gone for a long time. A very long time. As she finished her notes, she snorted at the thought of booking Barry Manilow for a show and begging him to let her duet with him on a rendition of “Copacabana.”
As she logged Jeremiah’s notes into her computer, she saw from reading over what was already entered into his file that what he seemed most to be suffering from was being the big brother to a spoiled younger sister. Quinn hoped she could help him understand that without being too candid. Didn’t want to rock the boat with the parents. She fired up the encryption software she used for her case files locking up everything all neatly and tidily with a click of
a key on her keyboard then reached for her phone, dialed, and put it on speaker.
“It’s finally fuckin’ Friday,” she said when her best friend Tilly Osby answered.
Tilly laughed. “For real.”
Quinn stretched her arms over her head as she sat back in her chair. “We still on for Scarpetta tonight?”
“Yes. But John can’t be there. Hank called an hour ago. John just left to go after a skip upstate.”
Putting her feet up on her desk and giving them a break from the five-inch stilettos she wore, Quinn turned her chair a bit toward the window so she could look out at the skyline. Her office was on the twenty-first floor in a building on the Upper West Side in Manhattan, New York, and she paid a shit ton of money for the view, but it was definitely worth it. Sometimes just a single glance out her window helped bring her back to reality, center her, especially after hearing a particularly brutal story from a client. And if she got paid for every time she’d had to venture a peek outside from some of the stories she’d heard, well, her office rent would probably be secured for at least a year.
“I thought it was just us girls anyway?” she asked Tilly and heard her friend sigh.
“It was, but John’s been watching things around here like a hawk the past two days. If you’d answer your phone, I could’ve told you.”
“Why? What’s going on?”
Tilly sighed again and Quinn picked up on her uneasiness when she spoke. “I guess the Morettis have announced a formal vendetta against CEP for a guy John brought in a year and a half ago. The guy’s supposedly a key witness in putting one of them away. Hank issued a statement that CEP was only doing what it was hired to do, that they have no vested interest in the witness, and that neither Hank nor his employees know where this guy’s being held, trying to get the Morettis off their backs. Obviously, it hasn’t worked.”
Tilly’s husband John worked as a bounty hunter for CEP, Citadel Executive Protection, a security company in New York City that also specialized in bodyguards, surveillance and private investigations. Hank Murphy, ex-Navy SEAL and all-around badass, was the owner and took good care of his men, but Quinn knew that Tilly had never been a fan of her husband’s job, knowing how dangerous it was, and she knew this latest situation wasn’t doing anything to put CEP into her best friend’s good graces.
“I’m sure John’s going to be fine, Till. He always is.” She heard her best friend draw in a breath and let it go, knowing she’d always worry about her husband. “We’re still on, though, right? I mean, I’m not trying to be a bitch ‘cause you know there’s no trying to it, but if I don’t get my branzino I’ll die. Just saying,” Quinn semi-threatened.
“Yes, we’re still going. But, uh, this is where it gets tricky,” Tilly answered with a nervous giggle.
Quinn narrowed her eyes as she looked out her window again. She’d known Tilly for ten years now, since their freshman year at Syracuse University where they’d become fast friends then roommates their sophomore year until graduating. Afterward, they’d both headed to NYC where Tilly had moved to Brooklyn to open her own photography studio and Quinn had leased a loft apartment on the Upper West Side in Manhattan while continuing her education at NYU, earning her Ph.D. in psychology. Quinn had next joined a group practice where she’d worked a year then she and Daphne Markham, another woman from the group, had left, partnering to open their own private practice in the office where she now sat. So that all being said, she knew her best friend well enough to know something was up when she heard her giggle.
“Tricky, as in you’re pushing the time back for dinner tricky, or you’re pulling some shit that I don’t want to hear tricky?”
“Uh, option two.” Tilly openly chuckled now.
Quinn dropped her feet from her desk then stood and went to her closet, punching in the code to unlock the door and pulling out her coat then purse which she placed on her desk as she donned her coat. “Don’t fuck with me, Till. It’s been a long week and all I want is to consume copious amounts of wine and gripe to my best friend about the shitty state of affairs my love life happens to be in right now.”
Tilly laughed. “Let’s do it. I just wanted you to know that someone from CEP will be coming along as per John’s instructions, probably Boone, to keep us safe.
“Which one’s Boone?” Quinn asked.
“Boone Streeter. He’s the funny one.”
“Good. I could use a laugh or two,” Quinn replied. “Is he hot? Tell me he’s hot.”
“All the men at CEP are hot,” Tilly claimed. “But he won’t be eating with us. He’s just there to stand guard and make sure we’re safe.”
Quinn knew her friend was rolling her eyes right then because, like her, she thought that was ridiculous. “Stop rolling your eyes, Till.”
“How do you always know?”
“I’m just good that way,” Quinn answered. “Okay, I’m leaving now. Our reservation’s at six, and with traffic I’ll probably be there in forty-five minutes which will be perfect. Will that give our bodyguard enough notice?”
“It should. I’ll give Boone a call right now and let him know. See you soon!”
Quinn stepped out of the cab and went inside the restaurant checking with the hostess to see if Tilly had arrived yet. Upon being informed that she hadn’t and that their table wouldn’t be ready for another ten minutes, she went to the bar to wait.
Removing her charcoal gray suit jacket, she hung it on the back of her barstool which left her in a delicate satin, silver shell top with a lace insert at the V-neckline and the suit’s matching pencil skirt. She then stepped up onto the stool with her five-foot frame and sat, crossing her shapely legs which got her a few appreciative glances from various male patrons, all of which went unseen by her because she was only interested in what the bartender had to offer. When he appeared, Quinn ordered a glass of much needed Sauvignon Blanc because, God, it’d been a long week. She smoothed back a lock of her curly auburn hair that Tilly always said looked like Julia Roberts’s in Pretty Woman, and let out a sigh.
On Monday she’d acquired a new client, the fifteen-year-old daughter of a highly-acclaimed plastic surgeon in NYC. The girl had received as presents for her twelfth, thirteenth, fourteenth and fifteenth birthdays a nose job, chin and cheek implants, liposuction and a boob job, respectively, from dear old dad, and now her parents were concerned as to why their child had body dysmorphic disorder. The girl, who closely resembled a real-life Barbie doll in her perfection, had cried the entire appointment because she’d been so upset that her thighs “looked like tree stumps” in the leggings she’d worn. What Quinn had wanted to do at that point was to have a separate session with the girl’s parents, chewing them out but good for doing that to their daughter, and she’d made a note to talk to them the next week. But one of the worst parts of the whole situation? The girl had a younger sister who was heading in the same direction. Jesus.
Tuesday, Quinn had been subpoenaed to produce the records of a former patient and that had pissed her off.
On Wednesday, her twenty-two-year-old baby sister Jodi, who’d been starring in a new and surprisingly successful off-Broadway play, had moved out of Quinn’s apartment so she could “spread her wings.” Yeah, Quinn had noted, moving in with your controlling casting director boyfriend allowed for so much wing spreading.
On Thursday Jodi had phoned crying to come home, and when Quinn had made arrangements for her sister’s things to be collected, Jodi had called back an hour later having changed her mind saying she loved her boyfriend and wasn’t leaving.
Then today had begun with fourteen-year-old Casey confessing that he wanted to rape his little brother’s sixty-year-old nanny and had been topped off with thirteen-year-old Jeremiah revealing how he wanted to stab his little sister to death.
So yeah, it’d been a shitty week and Quinn felt she definitely deserved her wine which she greedily reached for and partook of once the bartender delivered it.
As she rolled her head on her shou
lders, trying to ease the tension in her neck, she suddenly felt a presence behind her. “I know just the thing for that, Ms. McDonnell,” a deeply seductive voice hummed in her left ear.
God. She melted as that smooth utterance rolled over her then closed her eyes as she experienced a full-body shiver. Moving her head a bit to the side, she answered in a sultry voice, “Oh? Are you going to hire a hot masseur to give me a neck massage, Mr. Murphy? And by the way, it’s Dr. McDonnell.”
She felt him pull away then turned a bit in her seat with a smirk to see Gunner Murphy, one of CEP’s finest—and, she thought, all-around best looking even though she hadn’t seen all of the guys who worked there, but whatever—standing at her side, all six-foot-four-hottest-body-she’d-ever-seen-sex-on-muscular-legs of him giving her a sexy half grin. His black hair in its fade cut looking groomed as ever and his vivid blue eyes that caught everything going on around him and that seemed to stand out even more against the navy button-down he wore under a charcoal gray sport coat, just took her breath. Literally made her breathless. And the fact that her body instantly reacted to him, her womb giving a dip and her nipples going erect at just the sight of him, actually didn’t throw her because it happened every damned time she encountered him. Holy fuck.
He raised an eyebrow at her, those startling blue eyes of his twinkling with amusement. “I think I can fill that role.”
“Oh, really?” she answered, biting her lip and watching as he nodded slowly, his smoldering look about to undo her right there. God, so alluring. But in spite of the handsome figure he cut, she still couldn’t help playing coy with him as she brought her wine glass to her lips just after stating, “You’ll fill the role of finding me a hot masseur then?”
She saw the corners of his mouth twitch at her wordplay as his eyes burned into hers—damn, those eyes, so brilliantly blue—and couldn’t help the smile that now formed on her own face as she took a sip of wine, at the fact that nothing she said ever seemed to scare the man away.